Listening to Justin Timberlake "(Another song) All over again"

I dont know why, but i totally dig that song... I know it is sappy but its just a bit different... i like the beginning with the "5, 4,3" part to make it seem as if it is about to be recorded but it obviously aint...i dont know it just touches the heart... i think it is because the song sounds like thoughts...like a guy apologizing to a girl for his mistakes and he is sincerely sorry... i also liked it how at the concert when the concert ended and everybody started to walk out he asked people if they wanted another song and while people were walking out he started to play the song, as if he had to because it had significance or meant something to him... but anyways enough of that

I received another letter from my old dorm teachers from Bement after sending them a couple of pics i found of them and their children... they were the coolest people ever! They remembered me and my brother even though the last time we saw each other was over 10 years ago... and when i first contacted them they were excited and when i emailed them again now sending pics they were excited again and were wondering when i was going to visit them...hahahah...

You know how there is alway that teacher or friend that stays in your brain and heart...well the flemings are that kind of family... they were the ones who cared so much for me when i was a little naive kid who had just left home not knowing anything... im glad i met them and they will always have a special part in my childhood and heart...

gtg CSI is on.

Listening to Baby Face "Everytime i close my eyes"

I just realized that in 6 months i will be graduating from the University of Canberra, that is of course if I pass all my classes! That means I have 6 months only to decide what I want to do after that.... I can either apply again for another student visa and do film school or I can apply for Permanent Residency and start looking for a job and do the other stuff to fulfill the criteria to get PR and do film school on top of that... and then there is the choice of whether I should apply to the International Film School in Sydney and get a Advanced Diploma or stay in Canberra and do a degree instead and do 2.5 years... i have got so many friends in Canberra and it would be sooo much fun but I need to focus and thats why im thinking of Sydney... but then i dont always feel safe in big cities... but i have to say its scary but exciting...

Listening to Beyonce "Like my daddy"

Six months seems like alot of time but it aint! Then there is the matter of if i live in Sydney, things will be alot more expensive! Transportation, clubbing, accommodation (because i will have to pay for electricity and water as well and all those expenses that i dont have to pay for at UC!

The Upside of moving to Sydney is that when i eventually finish School, most of the people i hung out with in Canberra will be moving back to their homes in Sydney! I will make sure we dont drift apart by visiting them often!

Listening to Beyonce "Dangerously in Love"

I really need to start thinking about the future... coz its only 6 months away! Oh Snap!